tRuE fRiEnDs ArE tHe 1s WhO cAn sEe tHe .h.u.r.t. iN uR EyEz WhEn EvErybOdy eLsE is fOoLed by tHe .s.m.i.l.e. oN uR fAcE


A kiss is just a kiss
til you find the one you love
A hug is just a hug
til its with the one you're thinking of
A dream is just a dream
til you make it come true
LOVE is just a word
til it's proven to you

ahhhhhhhhhh, iM sO bOrEd w/O mY pC

Samurai's Creed

I have no parents; I make the Heavens and the Earth my parents.
I have no home; I make the Tan T'ien my home.
I have no divine power; I make honesty my Divine Power.
I have no means; I make Docility my means.
I have no magic power; I make personality my Magic Power.
I have neither life nor death; I make A Um my Life and Death.

I have no body; I make Stoicism my Body.
I have no eyes; I make The Flash of Lightning my eyes.
I have no ears; I make Sensibility my Ears.
I have no limbs; I make Promptitude my Limbs.
I have no laws; I make Self-Protection my Laws.
I have no strategy; I make the Right to Kill and the Right to Restore Life my Strategy.
I have no designs; I make Seizing the Opportunity by the Forelock my Designs.
I have no miracles; I make Righteous Laws my Miracle.
I have no principles; I make Adaptability to all circumstances my Principle.
I have no tactics; I make Emptiness and Fullness my Tactics.

I have no talent; I make Ready Wit my Talent.
I have no friends; I make my Mind my Friend.
I have no enemy; I make Incautiousness my Enemy.
I have no armor; I make Benevolence my Armour.
I have no castle; I make Immovable Mind my Castle.
I have no sword; I make No Mind my Sword.

hey hey, i havt updated in a while so here i go. yesterday nite was great, audrey finally loged on and we talked 4ever, i miss her >(, she lives so far way, so like the first thing im doin when i finally get my car is a road trip out 2 san marcos 2 visit. i had my drw this morning, it was hilarious. in security council we decided to O bomb the democratic republic of congo to resolve the crisis situation of the E bola outbrake. kevin du is so n00b. this yr in hsc we hav a awesome soviet delegate, hes gonna show up at conference in military fautiges and a red sash w/ hammer and sickle. ^_^. finally 2day i beat True Love, the game took 4ever, but the game was incredible and the ending was worth the wait. the nhs application is pretty stupid they expect us 2 hav 40 hrs of service, i dont doubt that i hav 40 hrs but i dont hav most of my stuff recorded. watchn the rockets game rite now, so far its turnin out good, the rockets r ahead, and they better stay ahead. omgh in history on fri, simon made fun of dennis's wife, the whole class started laughing and telln dennis 2 deduct from simon's grade. dennis just kinda stared at simon as simon realized he had done. mrs noshari looked as though she was gonna slap me, y do i always miss the easy questions on the tests? im so stupid *-*. iv got 2 meet jennifer's parents 2morow, so guys, wish me luck, i hope i dont make a fool of myself. guys i leave u with and excerpt from Bene Gesserit coda :


I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

i did my history presentation 2day, but i didnt get 2 finish. mr dennis said my ten minutes wer up and told me 2 stop talkn and 2 sit down. y does he hav 2 be so cruel. i fell alseep in history 2day as well, sleep depravation is not good ~_~, it was great, i awoke refreshed and prepared 4 my calculus test. i albert i finally got my nhs letters, w00t and apply now, those incompetent fools wasted my time. hey guys thers a drw this weekend, everyone plz show up especially u guys from thlp, gives us some time 2 catch up w/ one another. so besides drw, this weekend i hav nothin 2 do,if anyone wants 2 get 2gether and hang out plz tell me, i hav only one more week b4 i hav 2 drop everything and study 4 SAT and i need 2 hav live life wildly 4 awhile, ben maybe click, or michael a lan party, watever... die another day come out in 12 days, i cant wait, w00t w00t. next tuesday thers a swim meet at arnold and i promised coach that id show up 4 this one, omgh its so gonna tak up time. finally in speech we got 2 something worth-while, job applications, but the way mayo is teaching is destroying the entire atmosphere and ruining the experience. i got home 2day and wat like, "o snap!" i left my goggles in the locker room, theyr probably gone by now, just like my pair of trunks that wer stolen. lol michael is so n00b, he has a viola lesson and he has 2 cancel our trio rehersal, thnx man, ur a real letdown. o michael called me earlier 2day askn me 2 help him w/ his english project on the book Dune (now those of u who no me very wel no that i hav read every book in the Dune Chronicles and can verbal retell the entire story 4 the whole series, im a tru fanatic), now i was like w00t and just started rambling and finally he was like "yeah, uhuh, ok, yeah" and then he hung up on me, wat a ungrateful bastard. 2days star trek episode disappointed me, i expected more from a member of the Vulcan Ministry of Security, but wat they gave me was pure bs, but the plot twist at the end was slightly satisfying so im plzed. i cant wait 4 the release of Strat Trek Nemisis, December 13. im now plannin a group 2 go c the movie b/c the groups i was originally goin 2 go w/ lives in katy and thy said it was pointless 4 me 2 go so far out, o well, il still be seeing it so i dont really mind.

Theme song from megaman the animated seires: super fighting robots, (\/)egaman! super fighting robots, (\/)egaman! super fighting robots, (\/)egaman! super...., fighting....., robot...robot...robot...., (\/)egaman! (in jumps megaman after blasting protoman)

some of u mite hav noticed the time entries seem a little off, there is a time dilation of bout 2 hours ^_^

p00p! ive basicly done al i can 4 the history project, now its time 4 fate 2 decide.

history project is so ugly, i hate it w/ a pssion that consumes my soul and leaves me cold and shivering, alone in the void. so i stayed after school w/ katie and we tried 2 work on the project but we could hardly find any sources. y does fate hav 2 be so cruel, or is it just my fault im a procrastinator? at lunch 2day somehow the fire alarm went off and we had 2 evacuate the building. so me and whitney walk outside and its s0o0o0o0o0o0o cold. so wer all getn really pissed and when they finally let us into the building, the alarm goes off again, the admin is so incompetent. even in class, the alarm went off, but the great dennis continued 2 lecture desipte the fatc that the hidious noise drowned out his guttural voice. besides such my day was not that eventful. o my coach just told me 2day that i hav a meet 2morow, and i was like "wat the chez? such short notice!" but watever ill c if i can go. orchestra is shiftn into high gear w/ some mucis that i actually enjoy, i mite even practice for this concert. so this weekend is my school's last football game, rite now im debating wether or not i should go, part of me wants 2 but another part of me feels like il hav more fun elsewhere, watever wel c wat happens. w00t cafe gamin is the best, very uber1337. physcis is great cuz we always get off topic and start talkn bout nuclear fission, so fun, no work at all. as u can tell i seem 2 be runnin out of things 2 talk bout..... so im just gonna leave some songs i recomend, all by the great jolin tsai: "Wo Zhi Dao Ni Hen Nan Guo", "ni kuai le ma?", "Ai Shang Yi Tiao Jie", "Ni zhe me lian hua dou shuo bu qing chu?", and finally my favorite "Ni Hai Ai Wo Mah?".